Seifenblase ~

Hab von dir geträumt, mal wieder.
Es war schön, Gefühle kamen von ganz tief drinn langsam hoch, wie früher.
Du warst im Bus, saßt mir gegenüber.
Lächeltest mir verstohlen rüber.

Und ich?
Ich saß da, wie immer.
Genoß dein Spiel, von Lippen und Augenlieder.
Brauchte nie was sagen.
Dein Anblick gab mir immer mehr, als alle erdenklichen Farben.
Ob warm, kalt. Hell oder dunkel.

Für mich war all dein sein, liebliches gefunkel.

Ongoing upgrind

What is worth the deal
When the end is a book with seven seals?

Roaming on the surface of the sun
You search for your jaws and tongue
With efforts only spoken by the drunk
Believing the sun already sunk

We think the same
Speak the same
But your actions tell a different game
Lend me a hand, only a fool would reject
When he faces the depth

But what if a fool
Never spoke to the living?
Never learned from the dead?
Resting his fate in the hands of the shades
Speaken a language of decadence and wealth
What if your where in his place?
For what reason would you crave?

Roaming on the surface of the sun
You search for your jaws and tongue
With efforts only spoken by the drunk
Believing the sun already sunk

Symphony of Agriope

Once upon a time
I found a tiny light
Gracefull touch to a lonely kind
Unknown I was bound to a failed attempt of life
I tried to forgive, a young soul embracing the depth
A closet full of skeletons, an incosistent mass

Oh dear I tried my best
Please believe me I tried my best

Giving my nights, my prays and my days
I couldn’t find a way to heal your ache
It hurts to see the maze
Around your heartshaped case
But I couldn’t find a way to heal your ache

How dare I fail to the promises we’ve made?

So I let you run away
In hope you might find your place
A better one
Far from the maze, engufling your heartshaped case

And I know you are suffering in the distance
The nymph sing your symphony in the tree
What is wrong, what is right?
Maybe there was no perfect way to find

But I do not assume to exchange your piece of heart with another kind
You have your place in mine
You have your place in mine

Surrounded by overfloating islands,
Fear shrinked mountains into silence

Seabell (Belle trist)

I’ve waited for the right words to find me

Waited for the right moment

To recap

What happened between the ocean and the breeze

 

So many people

Had the same sense before

Had the same problems fighting their anxiety

There is only one sentence of you left

‚But I prefer to remember the good times‘

And maybe this is really the best

 

It’s not that I go on

I accept, better get along

And I’m happy someone found you too

But it’s the fact that you are gone

That makes me mourn

Makes it so hard for me

To not look back on me in scorn

 

You’d never owed me anything

And I know now that the pain I felt

Were never a real thing

I feel regret for the foam

That covered every night and morning

Shortly before the winter breeze made me falling

 

I know you tried to help

But you couldn’t felt what I felt

The only thing that kept us together, was the ringing of the seabell

 

It’s not that I go on

I accept, better get along

And I’m happy someone found you too

But it’s the fact that you are gone

That makes me mourn

Makes it so hard for me

To not look back on me in scorn

 

Forgiveness arrived at your shores

And so the wind doesn’t change the course

And so the wind doesn’t change the course

young love. SCRUB

I’m constantly reminding me what is wrong
And chaining me on melancholy
Maybe this is what I can be

The touch of young love
Divine as the moments stop in time
And we are promissing whats yours is mine

Yes, I’m whispering your name in the lonely night
Telling me I’ll be fine
Now you are better off, and I try to be kind

Your friends asking me
I’m asking them
In exile there is no talk about such and such or now and then

//:. E – – F – – I – – //.

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